.. I should ponder becoming a psychotherapist. Today I researched into the pros and cons.. and I simply won't be able to raise that money (roughly 50.000 Euros). Either way. My GP said maybe your parents can pay you out your inheritance, I just laughed. They wouldn't. :// Ever.
So it is the music, now, if I can at some point, full time. Maybe, if I get lucky, I might find a part-time job that is paid well here and.. well- the fairytale times are gone. Good wages were yesterday, and I should really focus all my resources on leaving, and fulfilling my dreams. It is just..having experienced all that mess recently, I realized how much I could give to people, as a decent human and therapist. It was actually the main reason for dreaming up the band concept.
A concept that cannot be fully realized until science comes up with the last few puzzle pieces. :) Before that, it can only be a slightly innovative band. Nothing else. I am not sure if that is what I want. I have so many ideas that could all work and raise money. But nothing else really takes all of me to realize it BUT the band project. I am unsure, and I am pondering my life and its direction, once again. Had a nice day swimming, found a new, really skilled therapist- and had a nice talk with my GP yesterday. Hadn't I had her, my life would have ended here. Thank You. :)
(and, of course, Nina, and Kyle, and Anna and Chris, and Jhosy and Nelly, Mitra and Andi, a.s.o.)
So it is the music, now, if I can at some point, full time. Maybe, if I get lucky, I might find a part-time job that is paid well here and.. well- the fairytale times are gone. Good wages were yesterday, and I should really focus all my resources on leaving, and fulfilling my dreams. It is just..having experienced all that mess recently, I realized how much I could give to people, as a decent human and therapist. It was actually the main reason for dreaming up the band concept.
A concept that cannot be fully realized until science comes up with the last few puzzle pieces. :) Before that, it can only be a slightly innovative band. Nothing else. I am not sure if that is what I want. I have so many ideas that could all work and raise money. But nothing else really takes all of me to realize it BUT the band project. I am unsure, and I am pondering my life and its direction, once again. Had a nice day swimming, found a new, really skilled therapist- and had a nice talk with my GP yesterday. Hadn't I had her, my life would have ended here. Thank You. :)
(and, of course, Nina, and Kyle, and Anna and Chris, and Jhosy and Nelly, Mitra and Andi, a.s.o.)