..no matter what I do, I don't seem to get lucky.
It's a real problem. I could be lucky in this nice flat (that is WAY too big for me..), just writing, singing, doing nothing, basically, but the constant drag of hoping, applying, attending interviews, hoping again and then being disappointed is not a very healthy thing. :/
I'd REALLY, REALLY just like to have a simple receptionists job, 30-40 hrs. a week, in a company thats nice and respectful, and allows u to breathe. With a regular, German-style salary to go (Germany has very good salaries- or, let's say, fair salaries). :)
Which is probably impossible to find these days. I guess.
