Having left London for Munich for money reasons, everything here seems to run smoothly, all of a sudden. Staying with my best friend Nick, and, soon in a beautiful flat in the city centre that is being owned by her Ex, Dean, a roadie and rigger(he knows almost all the German and international rockstars from his job..might be handy at some point) for two months, that costs me as little as 200 Euros a month.
Good for a start.:) I almost have 3000 Euros in debt after the last 5 months job-search, which makes me unable to move anywhere. I am STUCK. The good news is, though, that since I am so shaken by my past three weeks in London (and how it changed) that I am gonna need some serious time to relax anyway- plus: my photographer No. 2 and my stylist as well as some other crucial people are all living here. Plus, I am still writing on some songs, which take ages, since I am such a perfectionist. :)
Its getting better, though. I want a home and a steady job here. for a year or so. I figure I do not HAVE to be in London, physically, and might put a band together here in Munich. Ok, I know Gifi Fields. Which might be of help in London. So...and then there is Slava, and Petra. But I can see them on the weekend, or they might visit me here, who knows.
Who really knows where life is going, eventually. I get tired of meticulously planning my life, and then it all ends in mayhem. :( Most people dont plan, and they are FINE. Its just..I am a virgo. And I am tired of chaos. I HATE chaos. Lady Gaga is chaos. I am not.
Let's see.
