
..as the stress factors in my life are gradually vanishing..that I am ready for a new love- slowly. :)...even though, as with all the men I have really loved in my life, the spiritual part of love is gonna stay with me- as far as he is concerned.
But I realize..if it's not gonna happen anymore, which is quite obvious..then it's not gonna happen. So I better look elsewhere. Though..looking is not quite the right word, as I am just..opening up.^^..
spring in the middle of winter..reminds me of Emily Dickinson (a poet I really enjoy reading).:)
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HEART, WE WILL FORGET HIM!
by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)
HEART, we will forget him!
You and I, to-night!
You may forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.
When you have done, pray tell me,
That I my thoughts may dim;
Haste! lest while you're lagging,
I may remember him!
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..and my heart is slowly forgetting.