I never felt like a freak. NOR a little monster. Despite all the people around me who couldn't handle me, I knew I was alright the way I was. Nothing in me was monstrous. Ever. It would not occur to me to even use that expression for me or any of the others. Sorry, but true. :)
But for a long time I was the youngest in spiritual seminars, in groups of intellectuals (different areas of specialisation/discussion groups/teams) and it felt pretty..lonely. Most older people I had to learn from because they knew seemingly more (sometimes they just appeared to) were frustrated to the core and full of pitch-black tar I swallowed with the bits and pieces of information accumulated over time. :/ Not even thinking about what I had to do to my DNA and body at cell level to grow and expand more spiritually- lacking the right teachers or methods to learn.
Now, finally, the young generation rising seems to yet be so much fitter than others before them..and they know so much at such a young age already. :)))) Not being able to put the info all together as yet in every situation, but they KNOW about morphogenetic fields and auras and Qi and telekinesis and geokinesis and telepathy and empathy and...it is SO BEAUTIFUL. ^^...............................
I had a very long talk with A.'s youngest brother today, ionce again, and told him some keywords and what to look for, how to learn and how to access the huge world-wide database of the global unconscious in his dreams..^^..he already does it- unconsciously. :) I told him about some downfalls that might come with it, and he recommended a good microphone, reminded me to get audacity once again and explained some game plots to me. He and a friend designed a fancy version of the Assasin's Creed Blades. A useable one..my, how I envy them/him!
I don't play games but I like the guy's hood on the game covers/advertising. :) My young cousins play a lot and I also feel like my futuristic ideas for V are finally meeting the right point in time to become reality. And in what I envisage, edutainment and computer games play a vital role..^^..it will be so good to see those children grow up and teach them. :)
I feel like an old hag pretty often when talking to one of the extremely young and gifted ones- but that does not matter at all! ;D For me, it suffices to know that they are around..and, right now- I am so happy I could cry. :))))))))) This really is what Quantum is about.
But for a long time I was the youngest in spiritual seminars, in groups of intellectuals (different areas of specialisation/discussion groups/teams) and it felt pretty..lonely. Most older people I had to learn from because they knew seemingly more (sometimes they just appeared to) were frustrated to the core and full of pitch-black tar I swallowed with the bits and pieces of information accumulated over time. :/ Not even thinking about what I had to do to my DNA and body at cell level to grow and expand more spiritually- lacking the right teachers or methods to learn.
Now, finally, the young generation rising seems to yet be so much fitter than others before them..and they know so much at such a young age already. :)))) Not being able to put the info all together as yet in every situation, but they KNOW about morphogenetic fields and auras and Qi and telekinesis and geokinesis and telepathy and empathy and...it is SO BEAUTIFUL. ^^...............................
I had a very long talk with A.'s youngest brother today, ionce again, and told him some keywords and what to look for, how to learn and how to access the huge world-wide database of the global unconscious in his dreams..^^..he already does it- unconsciously. :) I told him about some downfalls that might come with it, and he recommended a good microphone, reminded me to get audacity once again and explained some game plots to me. He and a friend designed a fancy version of the Assasin's Creed Blades. A useable one..my, how I envy them/him!
I don't play games but I like the guy's hood on the game covers/advertising. :) My young cousins play a lot and I also feel like my futuristic ideas for V are finally meeting the right point in time to become reality. And in what I envisage, edutainment and computer games play a vital role..^^..it will be so good to see those children grow up and teach them. :)
I feel like an old hag pretty often when talking to one of the extremely young and gifted ones- but that does not matter at all! ;D For me, it suffices to know that they are around..and, right now- I am so happy I could cry. :))))))))) This really is what Quantum is about.
