my TV appearance for the first time (no, I haven't seen it before- I am not the attention seeker/narcistic type of person;). Feedback follows.
I also watched the other candidates, and thinking about it. Relationships, hard to keep them working. I'd rather be alone for a longer period of time. My heart is sore from every angle.
And today I am spending my evening thinking about the possible end of a 14 year old friendship- or ways to communicate to avoid that. Maybe everything comes to an end one day..and I would like things to stay like that forever when something works out.
Some new perspectives turning up pretty fast and I am cautious. I don't wanna repeat my time in Ireland OR the incident in Manchester last year. I find it harder to trust people now, after what happened back then. :) But who knows. I had a lot of offers and options within the last half a year, and at some point I am gonna pick up on one of them.
I have to prepare for a coaching session tomorrow as well- and I am dead-tired.
I also watched the other candidates, and thinking about it. Relationships, hard to keep them working. I'd rather be alone for a longer period of time. My heart is sore from every angle.
And today I am spending my evening thinking about the possible end of a 14 year old friendship- or ways to communicate to avoid that. Maybe everything comes to an end one day..and I would like things to stay like that forever when something works out.
Some new perspectives turning up pretty fast and I am cautious. I don't wanna repeat my time in Ireland OR the incident in Manchester last year. I find it harder to trust people now, after what happened back then. :) But who knows. I had a lot of offers and options within the last half a year, and at some point I am gonna pick up on one of them.
I have to prepare for a coaching session tomorrow as well- and I am dead-tired.
