..the downside of all of that is, as all three therapists/doctors tell me..I am v close to a breakdown once again.
As long as I dont get help with being able to BE creative AND relax (and be left in peace for as long as it takes for me to get out off the track of permanent hyper overload to collapse), it won't end.
My speech therapist is a miracle. she helps me more than my therapist, as far as daily routine is concerned. she is MASSIVE. Now that she figures me out, she summarizes what I am talking around in usually two sentences. :)
I need: somebody with good arts connections to help me build myself up as an artist. Someone to see me through the self employment process, and becoming a coach. I have so much knowledge and experience, my head is buzzing. I used to give all that away to people I met for free..found them jobs, helped them with organizing, their wardrobe, etc. etc.
..but being here right now..SORRY. No Freebies anymore. Unless u're a friend. :)
As long as I dont get help with being able to BE creative AND relax (and be left in peace for as long as it takes for me to get out off the track of permanent hyper overload to collapse), it won't end.
My speech therapist is a miracle. she helps me more than my therapist, as far as daily routine is concerned. she is MASSIVE. Now that she figures me out, she summarizes what I am talking around in usually two sentences. :)
I need: somebody with good arts connections to help me build myself up as an artist. Someone to see me through the self employment process, and becoming a coach. I have so much knowledge and experience, my head is buzzing. I used to give all that away to people I met for free..found them jobs, helped them with organizing, their wardrobe, etc. etc.
..but being here right now..SORRY. No Freebies anymore. Unless u're a friend. :)
