I channel the dead from time to time (Fantasy or not.. it is an interesting Thing to do), and I have been reading biographies forever.
Watching a couple of Steve Jobs movies on the side and whoa.. he was surprisingly nice when I channeled him (Bowie was an asshole, but could be reasoned with), but the movies.. I get SO angry after, like, 5 minutes.
How can you possibly fuck around like this? How can you betray People like this?
Sure he was a great Talent. That doesn't justify certain Things. And my experiences with Apple.. just NO.
*shakingmyhead*
... it's one of those days. I think too much. Everybody tells me this.
(...and memories of me watching a gifted Girl I helped in coming to Terms with her giftedness fucking around on a parking lot (I kept her from doing the worst.. she was married with kid.. she gave the guy a bj though).. and her friend fucking a guy on the front of the car I slept in that night.. the steam on the Windows.. her ass against the glass just in front of me.. and I just tried to sleep, wondering how and why.. People.. like monkeys. Desperate, fucked, depraved, ugly, hurting one another.. I just don't wanna be here at times. I don't enjoy this. At all. How can you enjoy this.)
I will NEVER understand some People.. no matter how hard I try. And today I don't even want to. The situations I got into, by just being around and Kind and open.. *shiver*.. that, and, right now, Steve Jobs.
Watching a couple of Steve Jobs movies on the side and whoa.. he was surprisingly nice when I channeled him (Bowie was an asshole, but could be reasoned with), but the movies.. I get SO angry after, like, 5 minutes.
How can you possibly fuck around like this? How can you betray People like this?
Sure he was a great Talent. That doesn't justify certain Things. And my experiences with Apple.. just NO.
*shakingmyhead*
... it's one of those days. I think too much. Everybody tells me this.
(...and memories of me watching a gifted Girl I helped in coming to Terms with her giftedness fucking around on a parking lot (I kept her from doing the worst.. she was married with kid.. she gave the guy a bj though).. and her friend fucking a guy on the front of the car I slept in that night.. the steam on the Windows.. her ass against the glass just in front of me.. and I just tried to sleep, wondering how and why.. People.. like monkeys. Desperate, fucked, depraved, ugly, hurting one another.. I just don't wanna be here at times. I don't enjoy this. At all. How can you enjoy this.)
I will NEVER understand some People.. no matter how hard I try. And today I don't even want to. The situations I got into, by just being around and Kind and open.. *shiver*.. that, and, right now, Steve Jobs.
