Monday, 31 October 2016

Cleansing II.

..and I am currently checking everything I use or buy through for negative or potentially illegal stuff. I educate myself on using YouTube (plus Downloads), watching series online, etc.

I realize I have done nothing illegal so far that I know of. Which is good. :)

I dont smoke, drink or take drugs. I dont fuck around.. it wouldnt occur to me. I believe in love, not fast Food. And I was like this before. So the illness wasnt needed to learn in my case. Maybe I was the only one to be able to find out about it and tell my aunt and other relatives about it (mcas is genetical).. I dont know.

Still it is unpleasant to have. I hate having to bother friends with my painful Renderings when I have an Episode (aka flare). That always starts with either Reflux or migraine.. and Ends with the flu, or the stomach flu, or whatever. Sometimes three times in a row for 2-3 week periods, like from december to march 2016. I was ill for 7,5 weeks during 4 months. That's half of the time. :/

Well.