There have been very few days in the past 6 years that I havent thought of him.
For some reason I cannot shake this, and it hurts like hell. And everytime I have a bad couple of days or weeks, I keep on seeing ads and pics of guys who look like him everywhere- and I feel haunted.
Sometimes I meet guys who are so interesting that it makes me think.. maybe this could work. But in most cases they are taken, like Paul. Sometimes there are guys so young and innocent and playful they almost make me forget time.
But nothing has ever been able to make it stop. Ive given up analyzing long ago. Ive given up rationalizing.
Raphael is that one thing that comes back to me.. In the good times. The bad times. And those in-between.
Happy Halloween, people.
For some reason I cannot shake this, and it hurts like hell. And everytime I have a bad couple of days or weeks, I keep on seeing ads and pics of guys who look like him everywhere- and I feel haunted.
Sometimes I meet guys who are so interesting that it makes me think.. maybe this could work. But in most cases they are taken, like Paul. Sometimes there are guys so young and innocent and playful they almost make me forget time.
But nothing has ever been able to make it stop. Ive given up analyzing long ago. Ive given up rationalizing.
Raphael is that one thing that comes back to me.. In the good times. The bad times. And those in-between.
Happy Halloween, people.
