Tuesday, 11 October 2016

p.s.

I DO have full understanding for PTSD, though. And I've seen good People break, which active Military Service or Special ops or the like will inevitably do. War is insane, and it makes People insane. Period. There is no discussion here- but I do very much value People who fight to protect others. Military just seems to attract (or select) a lot of the wrong Kinds of People.

But I have also seen that those who are essentially good People will try to seek help, and not glorify their apparently sick Lifestyles, when they start to involve others in a negative way. And, yes, that guy from the Jagdkommando was also a dom. A very Young Dom.. and the only one I talked to at length. He was WAY too good for that Lifestyle. Way too pure. Way too innocent. Despite the Job. His girlfriend thought I liked him because I wanted to fuck him. No way.. so we talked over the phone, me and her. :) I explained to her that I was no threat to their relationship.. she was on the edge. No wonder. A very pretty, nice Girl. Redhead too.

He had a strong inner child, and I wanted to Play and protect him equally (and he wasn't my type). But I saw that I was getting in the way f their relationship and eventually disconnected.