Familiar.. all of this.
When Raphael hit at me in 2009.. I wasnt happy. The Money, the Drama, the Publicity.. None of that was what I wanted.
I learned to love him.. and those eyes I couldnt Forget. For the following 7 years.
Also, knowing that changing the world doesnt make one popular.. having a guy by your side to protect you.. was a pleasant idea. For everybody else, with a less .. protective Background, I would have been a threat for with my personality and drive.
I guess that, and the fact that I had my own mind, and he had plenty of choice eventually stopped it all for good. I do not regret a single second of it. I was pushed into a set of circumstances, and did my utmost best to embrace the Situation. I dealt with my Money issues really fast (I had a real Problem with Money), I even put my masters Thesis aside to have more time for.. communication.
I wasnt a fake. In fact at no Point in my life have I ever been a fake.
When Raphael hit at me in 2009.. I wasnt happy. The Money, the Drama, the Publicity.. None of that was what I wanted.
I learned to love him.. and those eyes I couldnt Forget. For the following 7 years.
Also, knowing that changing the world doesnt make one popular.. having a guy by your side to protect you.. was a pleasant idea. For everybody else, with a less .. protective Background, I would have been a threat for with my personality and drive.
I guess that, and the fact that I had my own mind, and he had plenty of choice eventually stopped it all for good. I do not regret a single second of it. I was pushed into a set of circumstances, and did my utmost best to embrace the Situation. I dealt with my Money issues really fast (I had a real Problem with Money), I even put my masters Thesis aside to have more time for.. communication.
I wasnt a fake. In fact at no Point in my life have I ever been a fake.
