My rock star Stylist former best friend.. MAN.. we had so much power. She had so much power.. her sexuality wasnt quite like mine. I was always the quiet one.. she ran around in a Latex balldress and shaved her head bald.
It's a shame .. all of it.. and right now, on sick leave (a cold), I think about so many Things that didnt work out. It makes me angry.. sad.. many other emotions.
I never wanted to create crazy Music.. I always wanted to create Beauty. If I dont make Progress within the next two years.. and get away.. I'll cease to even think about art. My concept is protected.. I will make sure NOONE gets their Hands on it.. I certainly wont manage any bands at some Point..
..because I dont think humanity is ready for real art as yet. All they know is sickness. And that is not my Thing. Even my kali would have been.. human, somehow.
