Saturday, 3 December 2016

So far..

..uni is occasionally problematic. Now that I am finally allowed to earn some extra Money legally (illegally doesnt work for me, it is like an invisible Hand tieing my arms behind my back), and am off regular benefits, I have to use all that Money to pay for extra tuition. I have virtually no time to learn..

..which is a Problem in electronics. A rough half of the class, among them 2/3 of People with a tech Background, and many with an electronics Background, failed the test. Me too. There are some more xams that would be doable IF I had Money and time. But so far ist the old Problem again.

My charity side Job engages me more than it should, time-wise and emotionally (no wonder, I have to write Texts about homeless starving children all the time.. imagine what it does to someone who has been homeless and starving not so Long ago).. and the dog bites it's tail once again.

Sigh.

I wont have any xmas or term break, and I could Need some rest.

As for my immune System.. I am now being treated by the best doctor I can get here and he is nice and professional. Hope that by January I will be able to afford good Food and heal my Body via a "histamine-free" diet (which worked real well when I was vegan and mostly gluten-free). The second round of anti-histaminica made me sick (the first one didnt work really), I had to quit them, even though my doc informs me that there are risks. Well.

I will stick with the back-ache, the migraines and my stomach Problems for now if it has to be.