..about the Shiva and Kali aspects and that it is absolutely FINE to kick ass if justified..meaning: kicking the asses of vile, negative and senselessly destructive people..very many of them crossed my path..AND that it might even be my job as an indigo to kick their asses, actually. :)...After all, we are built to (like the Indian goddess Kali) destroy evil to make space for new growth.
I start with some private issues/people, mobbing at the Austrian Post long time ago that led to sudden sensorineural hearing loss (SSHL) inclusive a collapse and ear ringing..they fired me while I was off sick..and the second manager there who took intense pleasure in telling me when I came back to work that "you dont work here anymore.."..WELL. She is up for some serious energy trouble..^^..begging for it.
Then..Rotary youth..which I liked and worked my ass off for, even during my burnout..with no possibility or intent to seriously join, anyways..I have always done voluntary work..^^..I love people, when they are friendly. I guess it was one of the better clubs, but what happened eventually was DEFINITELY NOT OK. So..there is somebody waiting for a kick in the ass there as well..and she TRULY needs it..even more than that.
In the typical Austrian tradition, and even though in most cases I did try to sort it out with people the friendly way (they werent interested, knowing it was their fault anyways..) it got ignored from higher places..well. I dont think I will or should comment any further on this warped, retarded country. And I dont mean retarded as in "slow"..they arent slow, thats not the problem. They are vile, crazy, fucked up and destroy everything around rather than to create. Go fuck yourselves..apart from two negative events there, the Brits and the Germans were really friendly to me. So.. I know where I feel at home. And where I dont. If basic respect doesnt exist in a place..it really says it all- and you better make plans to leave.
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