I was warned that sometimes a project that is in "the flow" might progress a lot faster that exspected all of a sudden.
Now I know that I am able to visualize, AND its high time destiny-wise, so a lot of things keep happening that are useful for PR, and then there are potential sponsors..all within a week.
ok, the TV show in June/July, respectively, that was an accident..now yesterday I was sitting next to a journalist from a major Austrian magazine, phoning and gesticulating loudly. Turns out they are writing an article on Austrians who do extraordinary things..in sports, politics, have rare hobbies, whatever.
I asked her how she defines "extraordinary"- and gave her my card.
Werner Rydl once said to me "I dont understand how it might be that you- somebody like you- we all- get our chances in life-and you seemed to have missed out on them for so long. You must be blinder than even I thought.". One of the sentences I kicked his ass for..*grin*..YES, we had a special friendship of sorts going.
I told him "Well, I KNOW there have been "chances". I have been asked to work in politics, twice, then there was this mad, money-greedy and abusive company owner who wanted to make me into a nice, easy, poppy summer hit singer..it might have been a lot of money, but I dont work for cliches. Or people portraying women in the wrong kind of way, with a mindset that isnt clean enough, or innocent enough for that matter. The planet is fucked up enough- there needs to be SOME counterbalance of some kind.
(Which takes me to the bigger picture, lobbies and interests..and the old mindset that needs to go..old structures that are just negative, and destructive.- see below.)
..And so on. The old Rotarians liked me, and their talent scout of sorts told me about their Duke/Berkeley programme after five minutes of talking to me..he was a nice guy. I really liked him. I thought about that. He was humble, and kind. A real leader. Melitta introduced me to him. My first female mentor. I miss her, too, somehow.
But all those options were not meant to be. They did not feel adequate, they felt wrong or just ok. I knew I had to hold through and go on and wait. Werner felt that to be stupidity- or masochism- but, in retrospect, the choice wasnt too bad. Also, my choice not to stick with him was a wise one.
I regarded it as instant Karma when they locked him up again, after what he had done to me, spiritually. One must not fool around with another person's path in life- it has consequences.
Now, hopefully, as I can feel things approaching, they wont happen too early. Carlo is really busy, and I am away for treatment. Otherwise, there will be PR, but no "product" as such yet. On the other hand..some people DO make money out of air- by just being loud and present. So I should be able to do just that- if necessary for a while.
Now I know that I am able to visualize, AND its high time destiny-wise, so a lot of things keep happening that are useful for PR, and then there are potential sponsors..all within a week.
ok, the TV show in June/July, respectively, that was an accident..now yesterday I was sitting next to a journalist from a major Austrian magazine, phoning and gesticulating loudly. Turns out they are writing an article on Austrians who do extraordinary things..in sports, politics, have rare hobbies, whatever.
I asked her how she defines "extraordinary"- and gave her my card.
Werner Rydl once said to me "I dont understand how it might be that you- somebody like you- we all- get our chances in life-and you seemed to have missed out on them for so long. You must be blinder than even I thought.". One of the sentences I kicked his ass for..*grin*..YES, we had a special friendship of sorts going.
I told him "Well, I KNOW there have been "chances". I have been asked to work in politics, twice, then there was this mad, money-greedy and abusive company owner who wanted to make me into a nice, easy, poppy summer hit singer..it might have been a lot of money, but I dont work for cliches. Or people portraying women in the wrong kind of way, with a mindset that isnt clean enough, or innocent enough for that matter. The planet is fucked up enough- there needs to be SOME counterbalance of some kind.
(Which takes me to the bigger picture, lobbies and interests..and the old mindset that needs to go..old structures that are just negative, and destructive.- see below.)
..And so on. The old Rotarians liked me, and their talent scout of sorts told me about their Duke/Berkeley programme after five minutes of talking to me..he was a nice guy. I really liked him. I thought about that. He was humble, and kind. A real leader. Melitta introduced me to him. My first female mentor. I miss her, too, somehow.
But all those options were not meant to be. They did not feel adequate, they felt wrong or just ok. I knew I had to hold through and go on and wait. Werner felt that to be stupidity- or masochism- but, in retrospect, the choice wasnt too bad. Also, my choice not to stick with him was a wise one.
I regarded it as instant Karma when they locked him up again, after what he had done to me, spiritually. One must not fool around with another person's path in life- it has consequences.
