Wednesday, 23 May 2012

TV show

I am going to participate in an AUSTRIAN (*sigh*) TV show in June/July..mind me, this a cow-dump here, it is not the U.S.

When I look at what is possible over there and match it with what happens here..there is no comparison whatsoever (quality-, and quantity-wise). The production assistant even said "you know I am so happy u're participating because we rarely get someone (that) interesting to join". Well- says it all, really. Even though the show is tasteful and very professional, compared to most other similar formats. And probably the best thing this country has to offer.

SOMEBODY GET ME OUTTA HERE..I had a nightmare last night. I took a job in Vienna (or was it Graz?), moved to a remote part of town..got stuck...HEAVEN HELP. No way. I am not suicidal but I would seriously have to kill myself if I wouldn't get the chance to LEAVE again..and this time for good. I WANT OUT. I have said it before that- even though I was unfortunately born in Nazi country- I never felt at home- EVER- here.

So- the criteria for ANY GUY wanting to be my boyfriend in the future..the NUMBER ONE criteria..is going to be that he MUST be willing/able to help me get out of this country, or at least willing to relocate with me..as two, things are much easier. Period. (note: as the show is a love show, I am already thinking of immaterial and material qualities that should make out my future husband..it is high time- for the husband/decent boyfriend, and the thinking of material qualities as opposed to immaterial qualities which mattered most to me in the past.)