..of my mother picking up on a row of mislead events (accidents, not mistakes, really) and beating the crap out of me, turning into some huge kind of muscle man.
No suprise really after I have been told by a spiritual healer that she and a friend cursed me six years ago (we are talking about a very bad kind of curse here, not children's games). I am not surprised. She has been trying to put me down on every possible level ever since I was a child. Even this older guy she somehow likes and sees to hang out with in her sparetime just screams: "Bullshit". His wife is in a wheelchair. With so much shitty karma floating around him, that is no wonder (she hates me for shunning him, which I have the absolute right to do). Their plans for me involved something similar.
It takes people years to find out what they're dealing with. On the outside, my father is the ogre. At first sight, that might be true. But my mother is like beauty and the beast in real time. Her mother is already quite a split personality, but she beats it many times over. I remember her keeping a lock of my hair and some baby teeth in a jar, which is a traditional thing in Austria. Even at age 10 or so, the thought of it gave me cramps- so I stole them and binned them. Not sure about the locks, though. :/ They somehow disappeared.
In the future to come (and I already have had some very strong healers remove shitty stuff for me in the past) this will all be dealt with. My past two years were a total nightmare. And this WILL stop. As I am getting tired, and with it, seriously pissed off. My best friends friend is a black vodoo priestess. The real kind. And if I find that I do not have the capacities to deal with it alone I might proceed to using alternative methods. Even the thought of how much love and life(time) my family already cost me makes me want to throw up.
No suprise really after I have been told by a spiritual healer that she and a friend cursed me six years ago (we are talking about a very bad kind of curse here, not children's games). I am not surprised. She has been trying to put me down on every possible level ever since I was a child. Even this older guy she somehow likes and sees to hang out with in her sparetime just screams: "Bullshit". His wife is in a wheelchair. With so much shitty karma floating around him, that is no wonder (she hates me for shunning him, which I have the absolute right to do). Their plans for me involved something similar.
It takes people years to find out what they're dealing with. On the outside, my father is the ogre. At first sight, that might be true. But my mother is like beauty and the beast in real time. Her mother is already quite a split personality, but she beats it many times over. I remember her keeping a lock of my hair and some baby teeth in a jar, which is a traditional thing in Austria. Even at age 10 or so, the thought of it gave me cramps- so I stole them and binned them. Not sure about the locks, though. :/ They somehow disappeared.
In the future to come (and I already have had some very strong healers remove shitty stuff for me in the past) this will all be dealt with. My past two years were a total nightmare. And this WILL stop. As I am getting tired, and with it, seriously pissed off. My best friends friend is a black vodoo priestess. The real kind. And if I find that I do not have the capacities to deal with it alone I might proceed to using alternative methods. Even the thought of how much love and life(time) my family already cost me makes me want to throw up.
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