Why would someone wear a suit like that?
Many reasons. The reason for the "ego", the "me" is just cristallizing a bit more. :)
I feel more authentic, more authentically human/me/alive. Yes, it is hot in there (that military suit wasn't built for the summer times, anyways), BUT I dont have to put on makeup, or any kind of other mask. The suit takes my looks away..it takes people's reactions to it and stereotypical projections away..all that is left over is a feminine shape that I fill in with however I feel in that given moment. Which shifts my attention focus to the inside (hard task for an empath or anybody for that matter, I guess)..and self-exploration/-development.
And there will be MANY suits..^^..- and it is also something of value to give/project to others: be AUTHENTIC. Express yourselves, dont mirror others exspectations of who or how you should be.
Aside of the very many other aspects of masks/camouflage: rebellion, mystery, power.. and so on.
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p.s.: I won't wear it forever. ;) It is a work in progress, and as such, an experiment that will go on for as long as I want/feel like I need it for above purpose. And as such, it is a very radical step. Let's see how it goes. :)
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Many reasons. The reason for the "ego", the "me" is just cristallizing a bit more. :)
I feel more authentic, more authentically human/me/alive. Yes, it is hot in there (that military suit wasn't built for the summer times, anyways), BUT I dont have to put on makeup, or any kind of other mask. The suit takes my looks away..it takes people's reactions to it and stereotypical projections away..all that is left over is a feminine shape that I fill in with however I feel in that given moment. Which shifts my attention focus to the inside (hard task for an empath or anybody for that matter, I guess)..and self-exploration/-development.
And there will be MANY suits..^^..- and it is also something of value to give/project to others: be AUTHENTIC. Express yourselves, dont mirror others exspectations of who or how you should be.
Aside of the very many other aspects of masks/camouflage: rebellion, mystery, power.. and so on.
...
p.s.: I won't wear it forever. ;) It is a work in progress, and as such, an experiment that will go on for as long as I want/feel like I need it for above purpose. And as such, it is a very radical step. Let's see how it goes. :)
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