The last six months I have been working like mad on the video script and structure. When I eventually sent it off to the "team", it had six pages (+) of detailed descriptions. The shot was delayed for beginning of sept.- but a few days ago I decided to delay it myself- until further notice.
I apologize to anybody who sponsored me, but its serious time to look after my health. Imagine having a burnout that basically allows you to do next to nothing and compile two boxes of stuff (makeup, equipment, costumes, part altered past designed) on social pay, a very small friends base and with almost no energy.
Everyone who knows me knows what I invested. And that HAS to stop. Almost done with collecting and improvising, I still lack 900 Euros. 250 for the busts and some more small stuff (2 wigs, 2 hats, fabrics, furniture rent) and the rest for studio (150), three musicians to record the damn thing (300) as well as catering for the video team (200 plus for three days of shooting).
I MIGHT be able to use the SAE studio for the recording bit, which then makes it 750. And maybe convince the drummer and the others to do it for free (unlikely). Then it is still 450. Too much.
But I'll have to stop thinking and put it all aside until after the TV screening..and then- there will be a couple of hundreds if not thousands of letters and the like to answer. Not to mention some dates. :) Which will be good for me, as I am starved in pretty much anything, from home to culture to proper food to men.
At least I have started to nourish myself properly right now. Let's see where it all goes.
I apologize to anybody who sponsored me, but its serious time to look after my health. Imagine having a burnout that basically allows you to do next to nothing and compile two boxes of stuff (makeup, equipment, costumes, part altered past designed) on social pay, a very small friends base and with almost no energy.
Everyone who knows me knows what I invested. And that HAS to stop. Almost done with collecting and improvising, I still lack 900 Euros. 250 for the busts and some more small stuff (2 wigs, 2 hats, fabrics, furniture rent) and the rest for studio (150), three musicians to record the damn thing (300) as well as catering for the video team (200 plus for three days of shooting).
I MIGHT be able to use the SAE studio for the recording bit, which then makes it 750. And maybe convince the drummer and the others to do it for free (unlikely). Then it is still 450. Too much.
But I'll have to stop thinking and put it all aside until after the TV screening..and then- there will be a couple of hundreds if not thousands of letters and the like to answer. Not to mention some dates. :) Which will be good for me, as I am starved in pretty much anything, from home to culture to proper food to men.
At least I have started to nourish myself properly right now. Let's see where it all goes.
