I had a talk at a walk-in psychosomatic clinic today regarding my somatic disfunctionalities and potential trauma therapy. the psychiatrist was excellent, really experienced and relaxed. no wonder- he has five (!) kids. ;D... a real professional. :)
..nevertheless, waiting time is 8 months so I guess I will be back at A**** in early october- which is the earliest entry date. They have an excellent trauma therapist there. Above knew her and recommended her to me, once again. That one morning was so stressful for me, it took me until now to regenerate, and I bothered two people on my way home with my stories..://..appointments like those always bring it back..all the old stories.. all the pain. I called my gran, lit a candle at the local cemetary for my deceased aunt, and walked around for a couple of hours.
I wrote to a friend, enquiring about the citizenship question. Went into an exhibition space that had an interesting project running..^^..photographic stories one can take objects to..I will go there in my amazon suit, taking the heart and the bell jar with me. Might ask Nina to dress and makeup as a butterfly- and come with me. to commemorate our friendship, and all she gave me in the past couple of months.
the trauma is at the surface right now..and not getting help with that is dangerous. mostly for me. ://
this weekend we're recording initial takes, and I hope I'll get better before that. My reflux is bad again- and last night was an especially bad night.
..nevertheless, waiting time is 8 months so I guess I will be back at A**** in early october- which is the earliest entry date. They have an excellent trauma therapist there. Above knew her and recommended her to me, once again. That one morning was so stressful for me, it took me until now to regenerate, and I bothered two people on my way home with my stories..://..appointments like those always bring it back..all the old stories.. all the pain. I called my gran, lit a candle at the local cemetary for my deceased aunt, and walked around for a couple of hours.
I wrote to a friend, enquiring about the citizenship question. Went into an exhibition space that had an interesting project running..^^..photographic stories one can take objects to..I will go there in my amazon suit, taking the heart and the bell jar with me. Might ask Nina to dress and makeup as a butterfly- and come with me. to commemorate our friendship, and all she gave me in the past couple of months.
the trauma is at the surface right now..and not getting help with that is dangerous. mostly for me. ://
this weekend we're recording initial takes, and I hope I'll get better before that. My reflux is bad again- and last night was an especially bad night.
