Yesterday so much happened all in one day..
Anyhow. I am being forced into the mechatronics education even earlier now.. by next week.
But thats not the problem.. even though it is going to be pretty bad for my health.
I have spent my few free or productive minutes this year working on a collage. For myself. And was surprised and shocked that the image at the Center was Raphael.
Still. So I tried to work with it and heal it. Which worked for a while.. and it transformed the pain.
Nevertheless I still consider this one of the few things in my life that.. just wasnt right. It needed something else. A talk. Some discussion.. just something to dissolve everything that went with it. All the stories. The emotions. Just.. I miss the clearing.
I am almost finished... and my image is bigger than his which should be the case. Since you cannot give yourself up for someone else.. especially when you have a job to do. It is all in there.. my past. My present. My future. Where I still want to travel.
Well it lacks Iceland and Tokio and some more but that is really not the point.
When it is done I dont know where to hang it. Or what to do.. but I DO feel it is good.
Whatever that one was for.
Anyhow. I am being forced into the mechatronics education even earlier now.. by next week.
But thats not the problem.. even though it is going to be pretty bad for my health.
I have spent my few free or productive minutes this year working on a collage. For myself. And was surprised and shocked that the image at the Center was Raphael.
Still. So I tried to work with it and heal it. Which worked for a while.. and it transformed the pain.
Nevertheless I still consider this one of the few things in my life that.. just wasnt right. It needed something else. A talk. Some discussion.. just something to dissolve everything that went with it. All the stories. The emotions. Just.. I miss the clearing.
I am almost finished... and my image is bigger than his which should be the case. Since you cannot give yourself up for someone else.. especially when you have a job to do. It is all in there.. my past. My present. My future. Where I still want to travel.
Well it lacks Iceland and Tokio and some more but that is really not the point.
When it is done I dont know where to hang it. Or what to do.. but I DO feel it is good.
Whatever that one was for.
