Rah. My old GP in Linz once asked me how I manage to process the many things that happened (and keep on happening) to me within such a short time span.
What can I do? My life has always been like this. Younger and healthier it wasnt a problem. Right now it is.
Even by 2008 or 9 a fellow student remarked that other people with my knowledge would have started 10 companies by then.
I will start one now I think. It should make me enough to sell it in 2 years time or yield enough to be able to study and Travel all I want.
It is true.. had my objective been making money I could be filthy rich by now. It is not that I dont know how to do it. But I am VERY reluctant to play by the rules.
Or invest time in stuff that makes money but doesnt do anything relevant. Like change the world.
It is how I am built. Period. Yet as a woman and this is a fact.. its twice as hard.
In any case I have pondered things for long term.. and am probably going to have to make a tough choice soon.
I just dont have enough energy or time or money for art and business. And education. And time is flying. Which is a shame bc my band is almost complete AND I have found a good singing teacher. Actually I have all I need now. That took long to find and compile.
As for patreon.. not so sure anymore.
I have always been alone. So I dont have anyone solid who could help me make a well founded decision.. which sucks.
I know a lot of nice people. But theyre mostly not qualified enough to counsel me.
I lack a mentor.. One that isnt evil (like Werner), wants to bang me (like Gifi), or is a killer capitalist (like a couple of v rich folk I have met so far).
I need someone with a lot of diverse experience who is nice, international and kind.
I know, I know.. virtually impossible this. 😐
What can I do? My life has always been like this. Younger and healthier it wasnt a problem. Right now it is.
Even by 2008 or 9 a fellow student remarked that other people with my knowledge would have started 10 companies by then.
I will start one now I think. It should make me enough to sell it in 2 years time or yield enough to be able to study and Travel all I want.
It is true.. had my objective been making money I could be filthy rich by now. It is not that I dont know how to do it. But I am VERY reluctant to play by the rules.
Or invest time in stuff that makes money but doesnt do anything relevant. Like change the world.
It is how I am built. Period. Yet as a woman and this is a fact.. its twice as hard.
In any case I have pondered things for long term.. and am probably going to have to make a tough choice soon.
I just dont have enough energy or time or money for art and business. And education. And time is flying. Which is a shame bc my band is almost complete AND I have found a good singing teacher. Actually I have all I need now. That took long to find and compile.
As for patreon.. not so sure anymore.
I have always been alone. So I dont have anyone solid who could help me make a well founded decision.. which sucks.
I know a lot of nice people. But theyre mostly not qualified enough to counsel me.
I lack a mentor.. One that isnt evil (like Werner), wants to bang me (like Gifi), or is a killer capitalist (like a couple of v rich folk I have met so far).
I need someone with a lot of diverse experience who is nice, international and kind.
I know, I know.. virtually impossible this. 😐
