I know I promised to blog more but the past month has been M.A.D.
I moved (and have to furnish an entirely empty flat- no kitchen, no nothing..), started a course, started dating (again), and, last but not least, started rehearsals (were still lacking a drummer though).
Things are finally moving in a much better direction.. yet I am still HERE. Which sucks.
On the other hand.. I am quite happy with my new flat.. and finally had some sparetime to get done with everything surrounding Raphael. Which, in turn, also helped my interest in Paul and somewhat repaired some issues in that direction. A book found me, When Nietzsche Wept, which- as always- was perfectly suited for my situation and provided extensive healing.
EVERYBODY, inclusive my singing teacher, wants to hear stuff, but I have to keep on informing people that we will do covers for a start. It's gonna be a rough start, given the shape I am in right now, and not having had vocal coaching for so long. Which, with MCAS, is critical.
Anyhow, my visualizing abilities are almost back to normal now.. so I DO attract nice people.
Even the landlady.. when she realized I didnt fuck her over with an issue regarding my deposit.. showed some respect. She just has to get used to the fact that, indeed, not everybody screws other people over for money.
So let's hope the negotiations to come will be somewhat.. peaceful.
I moved (and have to furnish an entirely empty flat- no kitchen, no nothing..), started a course, started dating (again), and, last but not least, started rehearsals (were still lacking a drummer though).
Things are finally moving in a much better direction.. yet I am still HERE. Which sucks.
On the other hand.. I am quite happy with my new flat.. and finally had some sparetime to get done with everything surrounding Raphael. Which, in turn, also helped my interest in Paul and somewhat repaired some issues in that direction. A book found me, When Nietzsche Wept, which- as always- was perfectly suited for my situation and provided extensive healing.
EVERYBODY, inclusive my singing teacher, wants to hear stuff, but I have to keep on informing people that we will do covers for a start. It's gonna be a rough start, given the shape I am in right now, and not having had vocal coaching for so long. Which, with MCAS, is critical.
Anyhow, my visualizing abilities are almost back to normal now.. so I DO attract nice people.
Even the landlady.. when she realized I didnt fuck her over with an issue regarding my deposit.. showed some respect. She just has to get used to the fact that, indeed, not everybody screws other people over for money.
So let's hope the negotiations to come will be somewhat.. peaceful.
