Of the 12 specialist doctors for psychiatry and neurology here in town, 8 are neurologists. two do not take patients on anymore, one is the lady who wrote the expertise for the pension fund, eventually (that is NOT the BDZ lady..). She was alright, but we dont click. One remaining who also happens to be nice and highly qualified in the relevant subjects, I have been told from a dozen people by now. I called for an appointment in December- first chance: April. Which is the one I took. The question is whether I am still going to be away for rehab at that point.
If I want to be off sick again, I'll need a paper. That paper is only available via a specialist or the health fund. Normally, via the GP as well, but since that doctor at the last check-up sent me out after three minutes, flipping through my papers, saying (I quote): "ah, uve got this and that, thats all nice but..you certainly wont stay off sick until the cure." Makes sense, for me. BIG SENSE. From a monetary point of view, on their behalf. NO SENSE from my perspective. I do not have the energy or the will to go see the doctors at the health fund again, so I'll stay at home. Trying to be productive, somehow. Let's see how it goes tomorrow.
I was so close to committing suicide out of totally irrelevant reasons within the past couple of days, its..all become irrelevant somehow. I better stay where I am, and dont go looking for events that might drag me down further.
If I want to be off sick again, I'll need a paper. That paper is only available via a specialist or the health fund. Normally, via the GP as well, but since that doctor at the last check-up sent me out after three minutes, flipping through my papers, saying (I quote): "ah, uve got this and that, thats all nice but..you certainly wont stay off sick until the cure." Makes sense, for me. BIG SENSE. From a monetary point of view, on their behalf. NO SENSE from my perspective. I do not have the energy or the will to go see the doctors at the health fund again, so I'll stay at home. Trying to be productive, somehow. Let's see how it goes tomorrow.
I was so close to committing suicide out of totally irrelevant reasons within the past couple of days, its..all become irrelevant somehow. I better stay where I am, and dont go looking for events that might drag me down further.
