..what triggered this sudden rise in readers- but nevermind.
I am going to be there tomorrow, for my appointment, and talk to the head of AMS Linz. Seems somebody recently threw an acid bomb on somebody or the building. MY GP told me that. I am not surprised. This is a conflict mangement classic- and I would be tempted to ponder and comment if I wasn't in such a bad state. I hurt my hand again today, sweeping the floor! Its getting really bad..I think it is my suppressed anger wanting out, and my subconscious causing me to hurt myself.
I am very angry. But I'll try to stay calm and explain it to her- I am somehow happy they did not simply allocate me a new consultant there- and gave me an appointment with her instead. It just wants out- and this guy really is the last piece of shit walking the earth. I wrote in my plea that I think that he is usually very fit in his job, but we two just dont fit somehow. Ask me again. I was just trying to be diplomatic.
I am also pretty down at times, it just changes really quickly these days. One moment to the next. That is such an incredible strain on my wind-worn self, it is hard to explain that to anybody around. And it is putting all my friendships here to the test. marvellous. :/
I wanna have my old life back- I want to be the person I was three years ago.
I am going to be there tomorrow, for my appointment, and talk to the head of AMS Linz. Seems somebody recently threw an acid bomb on somebody or the building. MY GP told me that. I am not surprised. This is a conflict mangement classic- and I would be tempted to ponder and comment if I wasn't in such a bad state. I hurt my hand again today, sweeping the floor! Its getting really bad..I think it is my suppressed anger wanting out, and my subconscious causing me to hurt myself.
I am very angry. But I'll try to stay calm and explain it to her- I am somehow happy they did not simply allocate me a new consultant there- and gave me an appointment with her instead. It just wants out- and this guy really is the last piece of shit walking the earth. I wrote in my plea that I think that he is usually very fit in his job, but we two just dont fit somehow. Ask me again. I was just trying to be diplomatic.
I am also pretty down at times, it just changes really quickly these days. One moment to the next. That is such an incredible strain on my wind-worn self, it is hard to explain that to anybody around. And it is putting all my friendships here to the test. marvellous. :/
I wanna have my old life back- I want to be the person I was three years ago.
