No man I ever loved has ever been able to pass. Well- it takes a heart and a soul to pass it- seemingly a rarity these days.
I DID meet a nice guy on one of my tours, an older, Italian guy. He had a hurt leg, and was tired. But he forced himself to listen because he cared. Will never forget that day.
ONE person I helped, of the many hundreds I helped find jobs, collaborations, love, physical things in my spacetime over 24 long years, ONE person stayed in contact with me and made sure I was fine during Covid. ONE MAN.
And another listened to me talk- REALLY listened (the Italian guy). Humanity is doomed. And I don't know how much longer I will be able to do this to myself anymore. I sacrificed my life for change, a good life. In the hopes that others would have my tenacity and will and join me to create positive change.
As for the guy I loved.. well I still love what I saw in him, which was probably just an illusion. I just blocked him the second time, and this time for good.
Let's just say.. no more IT guys. Of any type. I want a man with a soul. (Tech holds a lot of promise, but without people willing to create solutions for change, they just create more useless products.)
And a dog and maybe two kids and a home. My wishes have always been simple.. apart from world-change, of course. ;)
Picture by Alex Grey.
