Flatshare.

I feel really blessed with this place..it's a gas. :) We're having great fun. :)))))))))

The last few days I watched C.s' collected movies..among them Fellinis "City of Women", a Miss Marple film, and Female Perversions (harmless film but very clever). He(she) trains for becoming a psychotherapist, and studies philosophy as well (focus mainly on Lacan and transgender issues).

(source: http://www.monstersandcritics.de/artikel/200902/article_119911.php/Female-Perversions-Fantasien-einer-Frau-13-02-2009-22-25-3sat-Kurzbesprechung)

The psychologist trainee come massage therapist girl, A., meanwhile, works as an extra for the new Paganini film (with David Garret;). She is the most naturally beautiful person I know. Very rare, such a thing. She is the one who maintains and builds the little veg and herb garden on the large balcony.

The rest of the guys arent there most of the time..and we decided that, if I get sent pictures of naked genitals after the TV show, we would hang them (the letters, respectively;) on our blackboard in the kitchen. So, guys..you have been warned! (*chuckle*).

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Shared Flat.

I am totally fascinated..and this with my fascination for transgender people..^^..

I share a flat with a woman to man transsexual. I took him for a straight man. Seriously. WOW. Its a strange place anyways. An asylum-seeker, an anima (;) ), a transsexual, a psychologist, and a sociology student I haven't seen yet. :))))))))))))) VERY COOL. I'm gonna have a cool time here. They are all very nice.

And I am gonna be on diet again soon. Ah, something else that changed. I am getting rid of some more people in my life. The dreamy artists that sell themselves under their worth and shun commercialism on one side, and the money-greedy rich fucks on the other. Yesterday after the move I was in such a bad state my best friend for 14 years started to worry. I know I am not easy right now by far, but in my situation most would have given up or killed themselves. I am still standing- and if money-making is the way out of here..this is what I will do. I wrote to a couple of musicians seeking other musicians today, as I will need some reliable people for my time here. And things are going too slow for my taste. 

Research Topics right now..

..as I update my quotes, knowledge and contacts databases/lists.

Two Spirits (Native American Indian "Transgender" people) and Maria Montessori (founder of the Montessori paedagogical method- another virgo). Those topics were on an old list from 9 years ago (possibly older), but they continue to fascinate me. Education- and ways to dig deeper.

As much as I have no, or very little, interest in erotic homosexual relationships myself (I was part of a group of (almost exclusively Lesbian) chambermaids in 2000 though, and helped a friend, Sandra, with her coming out back then..which involved a trip to an all women's stripclub in Dean Street- where I met an old friend and got hit on by her..her name was Renee- calling herself "Medusa"..deep into witchcraft back then, and a bisexual- extremely strong, erotic woman), I am interested in androgyny. Everything cross-sex, or mixed-sex or transgender, transsexual, homosexual, heterosexual, omnisexual or whatever interests me, as far as the boundaries of male/female become blurred. The soul is void of shape, and going deeper into the depths, sex becomes irrelevant..and everything becomes possible. Good sex is sex that involves the soul- and the soul cares little for outward shapes..therefore, the question of "tolerance" becomes irrelevant.

I might do a Janus/Jana album later on, at some point. Though others might do that better..as I say, naked girls dancing did not really turn me on. I prefer guys. :)
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