Shared Flat.

I am totally fascinated..and this with my fascination for transgender people..^^..

I share a flat with a woman to man transsexual. I took him for a straight man. Seriously. WOW. Its a strange place anyways. An asylum-seeker, an anima (;) ), a transsexual, a psychologist, and a sociology student I haven't seen yet. :))))))))))))) VERY COOL. I'm gonna have a cool time here. They are all very nice.

And I am gonna be on diet again soon. Ah, something else that changed. I am getting rid of some more people in my life. The dreamy artists that sell themselves under their worth and shun commercialism on one side, and the money-greedy rich fucks on the other. Yesterday after the move I was in such a bad state my best friend for 14 years started to worry. I know I am not easy right now by far, but in my situation most would have given up or killed themselves. I am still standing- and if money-making is the way out of here..this is what I will do. I wrote to a couple of musicians seeking other musicians today, as I will need some reliable people for my time here. And things are going too slow for my taste. 

Research Topics right now..

..as I update my quotes, knowledge and contacts databases/lists.

Two Spirits (Native American Indian "Transgender" people) and Maria Montessori (founder of the Montessori paedagogical method- another virgo). Those topics were on an old list from 9 years ago (possibly older), but they continue to fascinate me. Education- and ways to dig deeper.

As much as I have no, or very little, interest in erotic homosexual relationships myself (I was part of a group of (almost exclusively Lesbian) chambermaids in 2000 though, and helped a friend, Sandra, with her coming out back then..which involved a trip to an all women's stripclub in Dean Street- where I met an old friend and got hit on by her..her name was Renee- calling herself "Medusa"..deep into witchcraft back then, and a bisexual- extremely strong, erotic woman), I am interested in androgyny. Everything cross-sex, or mixed-sex or transgender, transsexual, homosexual, heterosexual, omnisexual or whatever interests me, as far as the boundaries of male/female become blurred. The soul is void of shape, and going deeper into the depths, sex becomes irrelevant..and everything becomes possible. Good sex is sex that involves the soul- and the soul cares little for outward shapes..therefore, the question of "tolerance" becomes irrelevant.

I might do a Janus/Jana album later on, at some point. Though others might do that better..as I say, naked girls dancing did not really turn me on. I prefer guys. :)
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