:D..I dont know what it is but I guess I can tell where its coming from..^^..I somehow have a thing with brother couples in my life..
..even my soulmate has an older brother I really liked..
Recently, an old e-mail reached me of an acquaintance worried that I might have made out with his brother- which might have made a friendship difficult..:D...
..which then reminds me..
I AM THE GIRL WHO SLEEPS NEXT TO THE GUYS. I dont **** them. But most people just cannot imagine that a man and a woman can actually SLEEP next to each other without making out.
Why is that? Its very sad.
So, to summarize it for once and forever, regarding some tricky acquaintances I had in the past:
1. I spent a night with Free Philie (possibly Europs most famous male virgin) in a hotel room in Dortmund booked by my uncle Friedrich(the winged rhino guy). We had NO SEX, I respect his search and would have never interfered with that. And I can very much relate to the whole thing- not the man, though. but it was an o.k. experience, I guess. :) We had about half a year of some kind of coaching-come friendship, and it totally didn't work out. From both sides. He is attractive and interesting- but definitely not my cup of tea. :)
2. I spent a weekend in his sisters house, and another night in my cousin's flat next to Werner Rydl (don't get me started on him..:)..WITHOUT SEX. For once and for all. People just cannot imagine why someone would befriend a billionaire and not have sex with him, or possibly even try to "use" that opportunity. For whatever purpose. I have to say though, despite the mayhem that followed, I'll have to be thankful for him inviting me to that meeting in the Grand Hotel back then with a group that included my current Mentor, Franz.
3. I went to a fashion party with london Fashion mogul Gifi Fields- and not more. He seems to be a man that likes the ladies- like every well-situated, healthy guy, I guess- but he never even hit on me, and never did I see him as more than a friend at that point.
So. I think that is it. And from now on, if anyone should ask..I'll just send them the link to this post. ^^..
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As for real-life loves: I recently had a short fling with a very beautiful (in my mind), very young, blonde guy from CZ. He is working on a bachelor in children's education, and plays floorball, a sport that resembles ice hockey, and comes from Sweden, I was told.
He wanted sex, repeatedly- but I just couldn't. The attraction was murderous, but after one especially bad experience last year, I just realize I have to be even more careful with men as long as I am not sure, and they are not sure what they really want. And, what is more important, even..talking to some other girls I find that I am not the only one here..I will not EVER have Sex again with a guy that is not really meant for me and that does not truly love me. Otherwise, my soul starts to scream like mad inside of me- and that is incredibly unpleasant (for both partners involved).
I guess somewhere along the way, even though I WAS very careful and started late, I must have gotten lost in my search for a soulmate. I thought I had found him end of 2009 (again, a guy a bit younger than me), but now he dates a guy..Well. Such is life. I get less and less interested in Sex, and more and more interested in a kind of cosmic bond with somebody. :) Which might not be so easy to find. And, yes, the (external) criteria are getting more and more elaborate with age. ;)...Finally.
The pictures are from the Dublin Leprechaun museum- I wished for Raphael, back then.
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