Saturday, 14 July 2012

The last week

..was incredibly bad and very hard on my already weak health. a lot of work done, though. I realize if I give it 3-4 more months and a lot of rest, I might be up to normal again. :)

The script for the video has been finished, but is flexible in itself so the outcome really depends on the students chosen as well- and time and money limitations. :)

I have written out the texts for a competition with prize money for a design problem regarding my costume (in German and English), another ad on the help I will need for my autobiography of sorts (a student for taking notes in German and English), a long excel sheet with calculations on future projects for the next year, I have asked around and talked to friends about the upcoming negotiations for my wage and expenses paid by the company who has agreed to take me on, some more discussions and thoughts on the layout for vitruvian vision (stage, sound, psychology). rehearsing for a demo (follows next week), some arguments (totally unnecessary but due to my mental and physical exhaustion) with a dear friend, a lot of discussions on Shades of Grey (a book to read to your children..*sarkasm*) and how fucked up the world is these days..packing boxes, another argument with the director of this f****************** place I am still in until end of next month.

The new flat I wanted to move into wasn't availeable all of a sudden and last minute, so friends will fix me a temporary shelter/flat/place to live for as long as it takes to find a cheap little place. Which is fine. As long as I haven't got a boyfriend that is unnecessary anyways. I am quite happy things turn out well financially for me and despite WAY too much caffeine, sugar and fat my voice is still..quite alright. Next week I am in the hospital again for a day- and another change..this time I won't be (left) alone. :) Someone will catch me after the intervention and walk me home. :))))

Very cool. I remember that bacterial infection when I was 19. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks, the first one on tubes. My parents decided to go on a holiday in the meantime..says it all, really. Doctors. When I cut my tendon, I was alone. When they thought I had a tumor, in and out of hospitals, I was alone. When I had inflammatory rheuma (sometime after the infection), I was alone. On a couple of more occasions..I was alone.

So this time is a premiere- and I am looking forward to that coffee/tee before and after. :)