..its hot and I'm boring myself. New Feeling.
I am unbalanced right now because I want to CHANGE something..I know whats going wrong..I can see the interactions, the lobbying, the whole great web of drama..and I can see ways to change stuff on the greater plane..but I am loosing hope that I might be able to do it..or even, ignite a small flame.
I get angry at people who reach millions, earn millions, and yet, change nothing at all. Who made them the rulers? Well, I guess that is the plan. Reminds me of that ORF consultant, a real fascist, Mr. G.M. (he is a Buddhist, it's a FASHION, you know..^^..), I had a workshop with. Seriously, before/when dealing with you they apparently fit you into a psychological grid, that is..hilarious. It is so hilarious it's almost gruesome. No, actually it is.
There is Alpha Beta Gamma and Omega people (in THEIR minds..still stuck in 1939..)..of course, innovators and critics would automatically be Omega (as they "oppose" the status quo- a status quo that has led to the financial crisis and millions over millions of rapes, deaths, tragedies ...). I then wonder..who would be an Alpha? Hitler? ...
I am still overdue in writing about how the interviewing process went for the show..but I want to watch the screening end of August first. THEN I'll comment. My friends already know the story. I don't think that digging through my private stuff, and dragging objects and personal stuff out of my cupboard to film them (without asking me) is o.k...though it's a real SHAME they did not find anything pervy in my room..no fetish items, no whips, not even condoms. Hm..maybe she is REALLY perverted, that girl, like..totally mad.
Now I apologize for not having any vice, or any serious perversions, or, even, hobbies..I do what I do..and I spend my time being an "Omega" doing what you are fucking up in: trying to change something.
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a hoop made out of pure wood, without polish- and some organic, water-based polish on top. for the marie curie "ms curie/ i could square the circle/ or reinvent the wheel/ shed my skin, peel off the face/ it wouldn't change just who you see) scene..I am going to mimic the "dont be a square scene" in pulp fiction, referencing the homo vitruvianus in that scene..I just wanted to try out a lot of ideas all at once in that video..hence, it takes long..AND i had very little money..but a lot of time. :) i am reusing the wax beads i use for my amazon meets reptile-makeup. as said, as sustainable as possible..the costumes are second hand, from charity shops or new made from organic cotton, the make up as much as possible is organic as well.
I get angry at people who reach millions, earn millions, and yet, change nothing at all. Who made them the rulers? Well, I guess that is the plan. Reminds me of that ORF consultant, a real fascist, Mr. G.M. (he is a Buddhist, it's a FASHION, you know..^^..), I had a workshop with. Seriously, before/when dealing with you they apparently fit you into a psychological grid, that is..hilarious. It is so hilarious it's almost gruesome. No, actually it is.
There is Alpha Beta Gamma and Omega people (in THEIR minds..still stuck in 1939..)..of course, innovators and critics would automatically be Omega (as they "oppose" the status quo- a status quo that has led to the financial crisis and millions over millions of rapes, deaths, tragedies ...). I then wonder..who would be an Alpha? Hitler? ...
I am still overdue in writing about how the interviewing process went for the show..but I want to watch the screening end of August first. THEN I'll comment. My friends already know the story. I don't think that digging through my private stuff, and dragging objects and personal stuff out of my cupboard to film them (without asking me) is o.k...though it's a real SHAME they did not find anything pervy in my room..no fetish items, no whips, not even condoms. Hm..maybe she is REALLY perverted, that girl, like..totally mad.
Now I apologize for not having any vice, or any serious perversions, or, even, hobbies..I do what I do..and I spend my time being an "Omega" doing what you are fucking up in: trying to change something.
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