Men. They run after women who want their money, or behave badly until all they want is their money.
I found someone who is truly gifted at writing, and I could have taken some of my 1.200 pages of lyrics out to counter, but wasn't motivated. Actually- the darker it gets around me, the less do I want to sing or write or create.
I am still in love, but the guy isn't good for me. He had a bad influence on my emotions, and from his blog I can tell I wasn't the only one.
I can feel his emotions from afar- and as an empath, would react to it. He reminds me of Lena, her intelligence and trauma- and how badly it ended. I don't need another heartbreak- friendship or other.
Weed helps some people, looking at videos from his ex- but weed has never been my thing. And developing a habit- any habit- my age is kind of pointless.
Then I found this in my saved screenshots.. much more like my way to vent. I vent instantly, I sometimes vent excessively. ;) Fuck you very much.
