.. or respect, or care.
Is when you're working yourself to death at night for no money, barely able to breathe (yes, what Covid patients have during infection, MCAS patients have all the time, and that is just a mild symptom compared to other symptoms..), blue spots all over your legs from the hard work, back aching like it is going to break, with heavy vertigo on the verge of throwing up all night on a cruiseship. (not to mention my days)
Whilst "your guy" is on another ship to another country, shooting sexy pics for instagram and tinder in his class A cabin. RIGHT.
May Estonia pour its blessings all out over him. Since he loves that nasty shitpit so much.
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p.s.: it was perfect for one night. The night I showed him "high society", and he couldn't see the shit underneath their perfect facade. I have to admit.. it was a perfect night.
But I want that for the rest of my life. The perfect night- not the fake facade.
