Let's start with friendship- no relationships for quite a while now. Cutting ties to spare myself and others my difficult moods in the status quo. Sticking to the base- wherever possible. That is friendship.
Love is there, anyways. And stronger when ethereal, rather than material. In me, at least.
I am considering fully dropping sexual relationships. There ARE asexual people, quite a lot of them these days (no wonder- with all that artificial oversexualisation in the media), and I will be looking for networks in the time to come, to exchange and see if that is something I could consider suitable for me.
Last year, a German (evangelic) nunnery offered me a place with them for a couple of months, to work and pray with them. I am reconsidering. I think that would do me some good. :) Just peace and quiet..
Love is there, anyways. And stronger when ethereal, rather than material. In me, at least.
I am considering fully dropping sexual relationships. There ARE asexual people, quite a lot of them these days (no wonder- with all that artificial oversexualisation in the media), and I will be looking for networks in the time to come, to exchange and see if that is something I could consider suitable for me.
Last year, a German (evangelic) nunnery offered me a place with them for a couple of months, to work and pray with them. I am reconsidering. I think that would do me some good. :) Just peace and quiet..
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